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Smoke Free 2 Months 2 Weeks

Today it has been 2 months 2 weeks since my last cigarette. It would not have been possible without the help of vaping! A few people at work jumped on the wagon just after New Years and started vaping and 3 of us actually kicked it. I have been vaping steadily since February 13, 2013 after 3 weeks of vaping and smoking I had my last smoke and switch completely. I feel so much better now. I am not winded after climbing stairs, I am not constantly tired, I feel healthier. Its not about cutting out nicotine, its about cutting out all the other chemicals in cigarettes and changing the nicotine delivery method. Thank you to everyone that has been supportive and the companies that sell vaping products (Volcano eCigsECBlendDiscount VapersAltSmokeJuicy Vapor, etc.).

Volcano eCigs LavaTube2, Valley Vapes Pyrex Tank, & ECBlend Dragons Tear eJuice


Back to School

[singing] Back to school. Back to school, to prove to Dad that I’m not a fool. I got my lunch packed up, my boots tied tight, I hope I don’t get in a fight. Ohhhh, back to school. Back to school. Back to school. Well, here goes nothing.

This week I started back to school at Black Hawk and last week Tay started school in 2nd grade. I feel like im in High School again I really dont want to write papers and read pointless stories in my English class. Though, to even it out I am taking Cisco I so I should be ready for my CCENT cert test by spring of 2013.

Anyway I am in the process of moving into a new apartment as well as remodeling the same apartment and the apartment behind it, still working on the basement in my house, going to work, class, and playing in Creamery Road. Plus, anytime I can get her, my daughter comes over, I miss her most days and wish I could have her living with me instead of the idiot of a mother and step-dad (he is not her father and not worthy a title such as step-FATHER) she has to live with right now, but I digress. Life is busy needless to say. I would love to be able to remodel houses and apartments for a living, I am no expert but it would make life easier working for myself instead of other people, I would go to school for Information Technology and open my own business working on computers and remodeling houses.

blah blah blah im a dirty tramp 😛

PAX East Day 1

Today was the first day of PAX East in Boston! We barely made it…Tim, Adam, Dustin & I flew out of Moline Thursday night, our flight was 2 hours late from Moline to O’Hare so of course we missed out connection to Boston. Since we missed our connection we had to sleep in O’Hare Thursday night so much fun… We boarded our flight from O’Hare to Boston at 7am Friday morning. The flight went well till we landed and it was raining in Boston and it felt like the plan was gonna fishtale down the runway, my heart dropped to my balls.
We made it to the hotel after having a scare about possibly not having a room. Checked in and made it to PAX by noon or so…i dont remember the exact time. We walked from the hotel to the convention center which was an experience in itself. Boston streets are frackin crazy, nothing like Chicago.
PAX is beyond words! Everything a gamer could imagine available at your fingertips and more. It took 6 hours just to visit the majority of the exhibits and there are still some I didnt get to check out. I definately need a new phone or at least a 2nd battery and a ZAGG Sparq to carry with me!
This is definitely a great time to brush up on MtG (Magic the Gathering) and Munchkin. Gonna definitely be working on some new decks and hopefully going to Friday Night Magic sometime this summer. I cant wait to get some more play time in after I get a new deck constructed.
We also saw MC Frontalot who put on an amazing show. Probably the best part of the day for me. I really hope tomorrow goes this well. Bethany, Tim’s sister, and her bf Matt are coming to Boston to meet up with us tomorrow night which will be really fun. Hope to see some of the city.

Drunk Man Says What?

Thought Panic

this perverbial life dawns in the gray skies of tommorow
dieing to a new day of oblique obscurity
as the pleasures of yestersay find solice in the abyss of the blank stare of fate.

should i rise in midnight my spirit leaving my body
i would leave all that is dissapointment thriving behind me
to consume the corpse which is called my body.

fate stares me dead
in the mind yelling threats of tarnished waste upon my body and constipation of my mind.
i sleep as if death were upon me
i wake to see a new day consume me in drury angst.